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me: *gets scared that i’m wasting my life*
me: i’m gonna deal with this feeling by taking a long nap in the middle of the day
(Source: tankaramo, via neveragainvivian)
i just have this persistent feeling of “i’m not doing enough” combined with “i don’t have the energy to do anything” and it just really fucking sucks
(Source: sadgayradical, via d3ssins)
Trying to go through my old likes is taking forever
There needs to be a code word or something that means “my brain is fighting me every step of the way today and I feel like I’m going to vibrate out of my skin, so I need you to forgive everything and go slowly and speak softly and lower your expectations.” And then we could all just be like, “I know I said we could go to a movie tonight but… tangerines.” And the other person would nod and squeeze your elbow or rub your head and you wouldn’t feel like a failure.
(Source: lindsaurrrrrrrrrr, via girlscape)
“The Rules of Social Anxiety 1. Walk with eyes fixed on the ground They are watching, laughing, judging Walk normal Don’t focus on it too much or you will stumble and be made a fool of 2. Look like you are writing and busy in class avoid being called on you know the answer but what if you stutter or mumble What if they tell you “speak up I can’t hear you” 3. Don’t make a noise hold in that cough that sneeze that breathe people will hear you do not draw attention to yourself like that 4. Spend time every night before you go to bed to think Think about all the embarrassing things you have ever done Everyone remembers, that’s all they remember 5. Never enter a room full of people They all look Why are you here? Why are you alive? 6. Your friends all secretly hate you you know why they didn’t reply to your text you know how they all dread seeing you you are only put up with because of pity 7. Always be scared Scared to sit next to a stranger Scared to see someone you know Scared eat in front of people Scared to talk on the phone Scared to go to social events Scared order at a restaurant Scared to talk Scared to have a panic attack Scared to be noticed Always scared but don’t worry, you don’t like people anyway, at least that’s what you say, you’re “antisocial” You don’t even care what they think, people are annoying, that’s what you tell them. You play it off as a joke but really you’re always scared.”— -Anonymous (via cassy005)
(Source: dharmabloom)
am I sick from anxiety or am I actually physically ill? a memoir by me
am i lazy or horribly depressed: the sequel
does everyone hate me or am I just very insecure: the completion of the trilogy
(via inlikewithlife)

